| Posted at 06:46 AM on June 25, 2008 |
Deal with the demons in my head? Good god, as if that is nothing! There are more demons in my head which you do not know anything about, than that soul crossed the river Styx.
An exaggeration, of course, but still, that is not so easy. Because those demons kind of make me me. Without the things I feared, or the things which occupy my mind, and which are classified as 'strange' in the most positive expression, I wouldn't be me as I am now. They are me.
Some I do not wish to fight, while others inevitably became part of my system. Try to get them out! Most things, once part of one's system can not get out anymore, though one can fight them. Others again... yes, those I'd actually like to get rid of.
They are there for a reason, though.
And then again, if we go into what is said about demons. Lucifer, whom was a demon, according to the bible was an angel first. If an angel can become a demon, then there must a way to turn demons into angels, too. There must be a way to use them in my advantage. Whether it is easing them, or fighting them, or embracing them. To see them not as a curse is a step in the right direction.
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