Kurai Extravaganza

Another step on a path I had never expected to go - out of free will, that is. By choice. I bought a tennis shirt!
Though I wore them as a little girl, I discarted them as a sign of the fancy airs which I despised. It was a world I clearly didn't want to be part of. Thereby ignoringthat I clearly was part of it all, whether I was that happy with it, or not.

When I said that I bought this shirt, someone asked whether I bought it for next schoolyear. Of course not, my style was already posh, with or without lawschool. That ough not to make any difference.

Law school... It did not really settle in completely that I'll finally can go there. I looked forward to it, through the years, though. Or actually to leaving Horrorwood High ^^.

It's frightening, though. I am not good at introducing myself, and even worse at making 'friends'. But than again, most people make better aquintances than friends. Aquintances are less trouble, for example. But that's a subject for a future entry.

No matter how you look at it, first impressions are not really my thing. Quite a shame that they are so important. And usually, I mess them up. How I introduced myself in the mass before the one in which I did the Holy Communion and how everybody laughed, still brings the bright red colour which indicated shyness or shame to my cheeks. Pretty much the downside of a brain which is unbeatable when it comes to memorizing, but still, there is always the opportunity of learning from my mistakes.

It are wise words, the advice to learn from them, though I do noot know whom wrote or spoke tham, but in the end, such a thing happened miserably few times. Another thing I am bad at. It's getting quite a list now, in my head, at least. But in my head, the bad sides of both my character and my body always win the count, so it doesn't mean much. Thing is, I know my falls all too well. Statistically, I have all the chances of messing up again. Oh well. Even that is not exactly the end of the world.

I am me, and that means dealing with that. And whom says one can not turn a disadvantage into an advantage?