Kurai Extravaganza

An aquintance of mine, D. Spoke some wise words yesterday. He asked whether I'd be leaving home now, and when I told him that the King and Queen told me I'd first have to pass the first year. He told me: "well, then you'll just have to work hard during the first year, and than you can leave and get some livingspace of your own."

This is definately I have to keep in mind for two reasons. One: Once I get used to something,...

Just a short entry

There are many things I am afraid of. One of them is dying, or more death in general Silly, because it is inevitable. But the thing is, if fear keeps hold of you, you'll never live life. You'll just wait for it to come. Why not live life to the max?

Another fear of min...

Another step on a path I had never expected to go - out of free will, that is. By choice. I bought a tennis shirt!
Though I wore them as a little girl, I discarted them as a sign of the fancy airs which I despised. It was a world I clearly didn't want to be part of. Thereby ignoringthat I clearly was part of it all, whether I was that happy with it, or not.

When I said that I bought this shirt, someone asked...

I read an essay on 'princess tasks' today. It is a small series of assignements, made up by Princess Skye. One of the tasks she set was writing one's own fairytale with oneself as the main character.
I think her tasks are sweet yet a bit childish. Fairytales do not connect to this everyday life of mine. Turning my life into a fairytale, story-fying it, would be silly. However, her idea of setting...

There are many things one can say about her high school period; that it was much better than primary school, that she both loathed and enjoyed it, that it was quite fun. But no matter what she said, she would never be able to grasp it completely. Even if she tried, she would always leave out parts and thus she wouldn?t do right to the story.

I must admit that I am not too great when it comes to letting go of control, almost autist-like. Now, even though a classteacher of mine once labeled me as 'possibly autistic' I can assure you that I am not. I look at people when I talk to them, I have social contacts which are perfectly fine, I can deal with unexpected situations. The only thing which I hate is just giving away control completely. I simply...